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2012-01-23T07:25:00.001-08:00

you can remove this link off your tab, mondmond

*pouts*

2011-12-27T05:22:00.000-08:00

i can never like the use of falsies.

my own lashes can do much better!

xoxo

2011-12-21T09:14:00.000-08:00

Exam Yr	Semester	Course	Exam Grade
2011	1	HW0210	A-
2011	1	MP2001	A-
2011	1	MP2002	A-
2011	1	MP2006	A+
2011	1	MP2008	B+
2011	1	MP2071	A-
2011	1	MP2079	IP
2011	1	MP2305	A

wow, my results for this sem :) only 1 B+ from my horror module (electronics)
a freaking A for fluids(mp2305)?? omg, i didnt even complete my last graphical question.
and a freaking A+ for maths(mp2006)??? omgomg!!! i could not do the first question which is freaking nine marks!!!
an A- kinematics and dynamics (mp2002)??? omgomgomg, i didnt even understand lectures.
and lastly, a freaking A- for tech com(hw0210)?? i scored an average of B+ for 2 out of 3 assignments. I reckon its moderation. really thankful for reviews of results.

omg, i am still overwhelm by my improvement,

i massively improve from cgpa 3.74 to cgpa 4.04

omgomgomgomg, gpa for this sem is 4.58!!!!!!!!!!

random nonsenses

2011-12-12T09:47:00.000-08:00

one particular afternoon, des and me were out shopping for a camera at an electronic fair.
well,i bought a pink Olympus camera and i saved $20.

after that, we settled our dinner at paradise inn

yucky hor fun, it tasted slightly worst than mediocre. some pieces of the hor fun were too bland and suddenly some pieces were very salty.

very salty duck meat :(

gotta love the soup at paradise inn.
the wasabi prawns were thumbs up as well but it just happened that des ordered all the yucky stuff.

caught on camera, tilting the soup pot to finish the last drop of soup

watched the laser show at suntec and dedicated laser message which i did not manage to catch on the newly bought camera because the battery was new and had decided to die on me at that moment :(
oh well.

on another occasion, was on des's car after tuition at pioneer together with his colleague, running errands around singapore.

and finally, was driven back home to freshen up after delivering the last parcel at geylang.
phew, tough work

on the same day, was gathered cheryl's house to celebrate yiling's belated birthday.

cheryl lee is missing :(

i miss the quail eggs already :(

birthday girl!!! she got totally surprised by us again. she totally fell for the same birthday trick used last year. even the venue was the same.

the furry friend smelt like chocolate. i likey. get it for me at harrods :)

xoxo

2011-12-03T08:14:00.001-08:00

exams are over :)

can u believe that i totally stopped going over to my boyf's house during the whole 3 months of school term?

"wow, like seriously? how did that happen", you might ask.

basically, i was busy with school and obscene amount of tuition every single day.
at the very least, it was always 2 lessons a day and i will be rushing from sch to tuition homes.
desmond had to work til 5.30pm on weekdays, so we can nv meet.
on weekends, its still tuition and its the only time i can settle down to study and revise hence, i nv went out unless its , you guess it, tuition.

nevertheless, i am thankful for having a boyf like him who didnt mind the fact that i was busy.

enuff said, i am gonna get going.

2011-11-23T21:00:00.000-08:00

I GOT MY HAPPY CHEQUE FROM THE SCHOLARSHIP!!

the day finally came when i went to collect my happy cheque from school :)
20 good years before i had the feeling of being a scholar.

I AM A SCHOLAR!

desmond! i am also a scholar. :D

2011-10-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

This is for desmond who always accuses me of not blogging.

The truth is I am suffocating from all the insane amount of work from school.
They are terrible little suckers who aim to suck away every of my time, youth and brain juice.
Wish they could suck away my fats though.
24 hours a day is never enough for an engineering student.
Content heavy modules and endless projects are something we can never escape from.

Sometimes, I secretly wished that I am an artsy student so I could ditch all the formulas and derivations aside.

Time to hit the books again.
I have been sleeping with them for the past entire week. I am seriously eating, breathing, drinking books, notes and worksheets everyday.

Though I may have ranted, there's a part of me who wants to become a professor.
Desmond told me to aim high. haha.
I am aiming for the impossible.

2011-10-10T18:28:00.000-07:00

i got a scholarshippppppp!!!

haha. i am blogging this a few weeks late.

i never expect to receive this scholarship because my 'competitors' were all guys and they indeed have better grades.

i was busy chatting with them. it seems awkward that everyone is in the same waiting room but it was so quiet that i could hear myself breathe.

Once out from my interview, I thought I was a goner because the director of the company wasn't paying any attention to me. i was joking and enjoying myself with the questions asked by all the professors. I comforted myself by thinking that 'its was probably my first and only scholarship interview.' and 'at least I was that close to a scholarship'

I was checking my emails religiously, and I just lost hope after I failed to receive any updates for the next 5 days.

And on the 6th, i did not bother to check my email and it FINALLY CAME!!!!!

AND DANG DANG DANG!!!
the rest was history.

i am super thankful for the scholarship. its like they saw the potential in me though i am rather stupid.

i just had a kaching boost.

USA, HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-29T08:54:00.000-07:00

archived for good memories :)

2011-07-22T08:04:00.000-07:00

there goes my flawless skin :(
bad luck happens to me during my birthday month.
i tried a new way to draw my eyeliner. yah or nah?

CONSTRUCTION SITE

2011-07-08T09:31:00.000-07:00

bloggie under construction :D

i am just god damn lazy to piece everything today.
i am a procrastinator.

i need to start becoming pro-active :D

xoxo

happiness

2011-07-07T11:45:00.000-07:00

earlier on, i was rambling about sch. after that entry, i randomly signed in to msn (which i usually dont) and promptly saw an offline msg left by baby

*Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and i'm going to be happy in it. - Groucho Marx

coincidence much?
my heart skipped a beat when i saw it.
it came right in the nick of time, just at right moment

xoxo

path to somewhere

2011-07-07T07:06:00.000-07:00

the only reason why i appealed to ntu mae instead of nus mae was only because i want to avoid some people there.
it was all wrong from the start. i chose the more academically challenged courses despite of my terrible results from A level, thinking that lady luck might smiled upon me. Little did i realised that, she had actually stopped smiling at me ever since after O level. at least, she took great care of me when i was in upper secondary

the only repercussion i faced (going into ntu) is that i definitely felt more inferior to peers who made it to nus.

on the other, i really like ntu's cheena culture for some strange reasons.
the weird culture there made me able to settle down and chiong all my work knowing that i can be better than my peers. results had proven. so, basically in ntu, hard work=result
but i am not sure if i could say the same thing for nus. competition is more competitive over there and elites/geniuses are all clustered around that school.

i worked so hard, studied so hard. and now, i am asking myself "why am i doing all these?"
is it for money? to prove to ppl how i can juggle sch n work? to go for instep? or am i just a obstinate hard working bull which can never settle down? am i starting to become a workaholic?

i can survive a 7 day work week but i cant survive a 5 day study week.

the truth is, i am starting to doubt my own goals.
am i really working so hard only to earn enough to go for instep?
or am i working so hard because i like money?

if u ask me 6 months earlier, what is my motive for chionging so hard, my reply would be "because i wan to pay for instep"

if u ask me the same question now,
my reply would be the same but with more hesitation.

i have a mixtures of emotion in my right now.
being a leo, i aim to be the best at everything i do.
and if i don get what i deserve, i throw a tantrum, i sink into depression.
i hate to lost.
i hate to know if someone is better than me.
i will tighten the belt and fight it out.
i am feisty.

right now, at this point of my life, i know i am not near the perfection where i dreamt to be.
i will press on, i will win.
on a side note, i hate emo momo-es

xoxo

bikini failure

2011-06-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

i am suffering from withdrawal syndromes for not buying an orange bikini and its oos now :(

i wanna curl up in 1 corner.

summertime

2011-06-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

this summer holiday will be coming to an end this week for all the teenage boopers.
but it is still a wonderful long holiday for me. without the crowd, i can now go out to sentosa to suntan and go on shopping trips :D
if you know me long enough, you would have known that i hate crowds. i hate squeezing with strangers, so on a side note, i really hate the morning rush hour crowd on trains :(
the very action of squeezing into trains always motivates me to get my car license and my own car.

so, hurray to end of holidays!!!

xoxo

moving on or staying put

2011-06-18T21:11:00.000-07:00

hello mondmond!!

shld i move on to another site or stay put in blogger?
i am so sick and tired of blogging.
i used to blog because i have alot to say, i have alot to show and i have alot to complain.
at present time, i still have alot to say, but i say it all to my mondmond and melmel.
i still have alot to show, and i show it to the both of them.
i don have much to complain now because my life revolves ard my loved ones and i am happy on a daily basis :)

on a sidenote, i have good grades this sem. it is not like first class hons but i am still damn proud of myself to achieve these grades on subjects that make me puke, like physics.
and my overall gpa went up. i am amazed i can achieve all these as i am also working while i study. of course, i paid a heavy price for it. i have to work very very very very very very very hard during schooling time and studied late into the night. whenever i take the bus or train to sch or to work, my notes and pencil will always be with me. i will be memorising notes, doing tutorials, doing additional printed materials from external sources. the 3 months of school each term is always torturous or monstrous but i chose this path to work and study at the same time.
shall get myself a branded bag as a reward. heehee. that is if i bear to part with my $$.

maple on :)
xoxo

2011-06-10T09:47:00.000-07:00

hurray to improved grades :D

2011-05-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

exams gonna be over soon and
its time to partyyyyy with mond :D

love ya baby :)

xoxo

2011-04-26T22:34:00.001-07:00

hello desmond!! i supposed you are the only reader of my blog.

thanks for buying my mom an ice cream cake for her birthday. she loved it so much.
:)

exams are coming and its a struggle to hail all our dates til its over.
but there are still phones ard.

needa prep up for the last stretch of this sem and then we can start going out to do our fav activities like eating, kite flying, stoning at home, cooking maggi mee.

xoxo
with much love, mindy

2011-04-07T09:14:00.001-07:00

wow. i think i am hooked on to selling my preloved clothes.
i had like sold so many of my preloved apparels and bags away.
yay!!! making space for my wardrobe.

i know i am silly by saying i don have enough clothes, but i seriously feel this way.
haha

i hate repeating my clothes.

exams are coming and i am having outbreaks :(

oh, i woke up late for school day and i skipped all my lessons except for physics. and guess what?
i walked in just when the lesson was ending.
it's just typical of me to do that.
haha. i am nv good with dates, days and time. haha

xoxo

greatness wellness

2011-03-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

i figured, its great to be me!!
i have a wonderful boyf, i have my happy clique of friends that i love so much
and i just had a great dinner at 313 somerset.

its our secret hiding place for awesome food and ambiance.

i received roses and a surprise gift from des.
it had been so long since i received a surprise gift or flowers.
i am still so over moon :))
i love all the small actions you did for me.
i love the way you play with my hair.
and i love the damn big swarovski crystal.
haha.

i don know why but everything about you seems so perfect.
everything including the strawberry nose.
haha. i guess love is indeed blind.

xoxo

extra pocket money!!!

2011-03-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

just sold 3 of my preloved clothes :D

i am earning extra pocket money to fund my new bargains!!!
you know, i am reaching my happy target real soon with the amt i earn from tuition

and 200 plus fly out becos i have the itch to get new loots
my cupboard is realliiii exploding

xoxo

sos

2011-03-23T08:02:00.000-07:00

have you ever felt so helpless?
like the person you are helping isnt appreciating anything.
like the person you are helping thinks there is nothing wrong with themselves.
like the person you are helping finds thousands of excuses to reject help that had been kindly offered to them for free
like the person you are helping doesnt realise what they are in for
like the person you are helping makes you feel lousy for trying to help
like the person you are feeling makes you feel helpless

if thats the case, shld help be withdrawn?
shld i just stand back and watch you?
or shld i continue to try to help you because i love you?

dear lord, pls guide me through, and provide me with strength and courage to make a right decision. provide me with wisdom that i can impart and share.

xoxo

2011-03-11T08:40:00.000-08:00

constant money grabber

hate the fact that i don come from a well-to-do family.
i need to work doubly hard on everything.

i really need my scholarship.

xoxo

sub

2011-03-11T01:03:00.001-08:00

need to go for subcission.
prolly when i have the courage and money.

xoxo

2011-03-09T07:34:00.000-08:00

it is proven that i am a big ass procrastinator.

xoxo

2011-03-05T18:21:00.001-08:00

i am going to be 19 forever!!!!!

xoxo

2011-03-04T06:11:00.001-08:00

shld i get a camera this it fair?
i am a big ass procrastinator. i kept putting it off for 3 years alr?

xoxo

late mail

2011-02-27T05:39:00.000-08:00

this is getting on my nerves.
mail is late/lost.

effing mad/irritated
on even days, i feel fat.
on odd days, i feel fatter.
hate my effing fat face

red eye syndrome

2011-02-25T08:04:00.000-08:00

ahhhh!!! red eye monster is back for good!!!
it took me 3 weeks to recover (i got it from my sister) and now my dad and poopoo are both having it. our family doc is rather amused by us.

xoxo

red eye monster

2011-02-13T21:45:00.000-08:00

conjunctivitis me.
happy sore eye v day :)

my favourite hamster in the world

2011-02-08T19:52:00.000-08:00

my lovely little hamster left me on 8/2/2011 :(

it all started when she starting biting me on the eve of cny. i scolded her and placed her back in the cage. a few days later, we found her acting weirdly and we thought she is teething so we gave her her cinnamon apple stick.
one day later, we found her bottom soaking wet and desmond went to check it out on the net. only then we realised she contracted the wet tail disease. we bought her medicine and fed her with alot of care and concern. we told her to hold on, we told her to get well soon.
the next morning, i had to rush off for a full day at school. she was rolling all over the cage, looking restless, tired and out of breath. we bent down looking at her. we told her to wait for korkor (desmond) to come over to bring her to a vet. before i left, i told her to wait for me.

i was feeling very disturbed in school. i was wondering if i shld continue staying in sch or shld i go home. it was really a struggle for me. it was a moral dilemma. part of me didnt wan to go home because i was afraid to see the truth. i don wan to go home and see my hamster dead.
in the evening, desmond met my dad to go into my house to bring lil poopoo to the vet.
den i received a text message, which i feared receiving, in class. "she's gone."
i was in my movie elective, watching movie in the dark.
hot tears were streaming down. i felt numbness in my left sore eye.

i was crying all the way home. i kept pondering if i had made the wrong decision.
i didnt wan to go home initally because i wanted poo to wait for me.
i didnt see her catching her last breath.
i didnt hug her, i didnt pet her.

my lil poopoo, jiejie love you.
u gave me alot of memories.
whenever i feel upset or feeling angry, i will always sit down beside the cage, talk to you bout my problems and den stroke u to sleep, after which i will feel better and continue with my routine of work.
every morning at 7am sharp, u will wait for us to give u breakfast.
you like to run away from home whenever we left the cage door open and u will always run to the mommy's house and hide at the same exact corner.
when i was sick, you ran away and hide under my bed.
we will always use the same trick to get u out from ur hiding hole.
u like me to stroke u on the back and pet u to sleep. and when i stop doing so, u will wake up from ur trance and force me to pet u again.
you are just like a small baby.

thank you poopoo for 3 years of memories :)

2011-02-05T08:17:00.000-08:00

screw you, eyebags.
i am joining the joyce's eyebags fan club

2011-02-04T08:11:00.000-08:00

target setting for 2011.

the list is confidential.
i wan a major revamp, i wan my first pot of gold.

i wan to be independent.

2011-02-04T08:03:00.000-08:00

maybe this is commonly known as regrets.

xoxo

2011-02-03T07:04:00.000-08:00

gigantic bras stacked onto me.
counting bras was what i did during the sem break.

if only css is as easy as html

lost great escape

2011-01-04T14:53:00.000-08:00

the great escape mentioned in the post below, did not happen. *pouts*
and, i guess i was naughty last year.

xoxo

lovestory

2010-12-15T05:25:00.000-08:00

happy 27th :)

superduperluperlove desmondlaukianliong

exams will be ending soon and there will be a 5 days great escape for us :D
i wanna shuffle your hair and twist your hair :)

baby baby baby ooohh

2010-12-11T08:51:00.000-08:00

finally saw my boyf after such a loooooooooong time.
i am having exams now and the period before this i was hole-ing up at home, refusing to go out or meet people. haha. the only time i stepped out of the house was the day when i had my first paper.
and due to exam stresses, i have like pimples all over. humongous pimples :(
i need to see a dermatologist soon. my skin is always giving me problems, which i will go, after 20th dec.

cheryl!! if you are reading this, have fun in hk :) , what a pity i cant join you guys.
see you girls around soon ok :)
will i be receiving cards from you this year?? heehee

xoxo

mail isnt here

2010-12-08T07:07:00.000-08:00

ugh, its the christmas season now and i have a love-hate r/s with it.
because parcels are always delayed during this season and chances of clothes getting lost in mail, coming in late increases significantly. i have been waiting for 2 parcels :( its getting on my nerves now.

webcam pic quality sucks. i will "steal" desmond's webcam over. heehee.

i am going to slay the maths monster on friday!!!
break it or make it!! it better be the latter.

xoxo

emo momo

2010-12-03T08:59:00.000-08:00

i was looking at all those past comments in my blog. it sure bought back alot of memories.
memories, i have forgetten (becos i am absent minded)
memories, i chose not to remb because it still hurts so much.
memories, i never knew i had.

and i don ever wanna recover those bad memories anymore.
i hate my past. i hate the fact that i was young and naive back then,
i wish i meet desmond earlier then, i wouldnt have gone through so much heart breaking moments and those times when i wished i had killed myself.
it took me so much to pull it through
ughh. what an emo post.

oh a brighter note, *thinking reallllll hard*
there is no brighter note becos i have been cramming day in day out.
i cant believe that i actually banged on my glass table and threw my books all over the room and was on the verge of going crazy when i couldnt solve an econs question. then i decided to take a shower and cool down and, the formula/method/answers came straight to me in the shower room.
i was really amazed at my actions when things don go my way, which is why i like to study alone. cos most of the time, i go crazy while studying. den after throwing your books all around, comes the moment where you bend down and pick up the books again, wishing you had not thrown them because it wasted your time to pick them all up once more.

i promise to buy myself a designer bag/ designer watch when i hit my target amt :)

the night still young, gonna burn the midnight oil
xoxo

THE BOAT THAT I ATE

2010-12-02T06:06:00.000-08:00

HOLLAND V CRYSTAL JADE STEAMBOAT!!!
all these are soooooo overdue.. i was busy gorging on the pork belly while desmond was busy filling his mouth with xlbs.
i love the tauhuey there. it has a soft tantalising almondy flavour. the almond taste is subtle yet un-ignorable, it brought out the tauhuey more. it had to win those zui jia nan/nu pei jiao (best sidekick award).
i am an avid tauhuey lover!!!

i rembed we were filled to the brim after that dinner and had trouble walking ard. i felt like rolling around instead. its when you eat too much, u cant walk, u cant talk, you cant sit. basically, you cant do anything and you can sleep because i was afraid of getting fat. haha. insecure much :(

right, gonna suck on those formulas

i love you desmond lau :)

xoxo

christmas candy

2010-12-01T04:40:00.000-08:00

Christmas stickies candy from my classmates. it was very nice of them to gave this to me when i could not even make it down to the central to support them.

i need to show more care and concern for my classmates. i have been blowing hot and cold to everyone. gee, whats wrong with me??

my eyes are bloodily blood shot.
i need shopping therapy!!!

xoxo

mugger life

2010-11-30T02:58:00.000-08:00

The Consequences of Studying too Hard

gotta mug hard, mugger!!

xoxo

blogme

2010-11-30T00:08:00.000-08:00

back to the blogging platform?
i hope so :)

mugging hard mugging smart

just changed my template design. isnt it cool?
i am a total convert to blogger's design now.

counting down to end of dec for my breaks and quality time with my loved ones especially my friends whom i had been neglecting like ever since.

sorry girls. i love you all so much alright.
expecially ppl like cheryl, joyce, yiling always tagging me in fb and stuffs but i wasnt into it.
and yuan xi, my long time best pal. i miss you so much too.
NEED TO GATHER THE NPKIA BACK TO ARACDE!!

you guys are the best no matter what ok?
pinky promise :))

bleh

2010-11-19T09:00:00.000-08:00

i don have a life like i used to.
its study study study on a daily regular basis.

its sucks to waste my youth away and these things.
i wish i could have an alternate route and do something more of my age instead of just hitting the books.

exams are just round the corner now. and what have i learnt in sch? nothing :(

i wish to have more girlfriends who i can bitch to or gossip with.
the guy friends i have now are always goggling at girls and talking whose big boobs, whose face, whose legs. i am sick and tired of listening to the same thing.
"this one not bad, got big boobs."
its makes me wonder are guys really so superficial? i rarely hear them complimenting someone based on her char or personality.
its so bad, that i have to listen to their talk bout their bodily function o.o
i seriously have no desire to know anything. although they filter and cover my ears but i can still hear every single details so clearly.
ROAR!!!!
enough said.

xoxo

HAPPY 26TH / 19TH BITHDAY TO BIG POO POO

2010-11-14T07:43:00.000-08:00

I AM FUCKING FAT NOW.
after eating so much for 5 days in a row, i had the audacity to have a big heavy meal at new york new york followed by tau Huey supper.
i can feel my bloated face
this is one of those moments that i hate myself.
hate myself to the max. wish that i could puke them all out.

the tittle suggests why i had eaten too much today.
recently, i had a chocolate craving, which is really weird cos i never loved eating chocolate.
but Reese isnt exactly chocolate. its peanut butter!!!

oh, i had a confession to make. i finished the whole loaf of bread for supper yesterday night.
fml man, seriously.
it took me that long to reach 36kg and now i am putting them back.
i feel so depressed.
ROAR!!!
THATS IT!!! NO MORE FOOD FOR ME EXCEPT LIQUID FOOD OR TAU HUEY!!

ROARRRRR!!! *BREATHING FIRE OUT*

balloon scuptured arms

2010-10-25T11:59:00.000-07:00

my arms look like those sculptured balloons that had been untwisted.
ugh. erm, i cant fit into my shorts/jeans. is that a good or bad news?
i am wearing the smallest size 24 alr and its damn loose on me.
mmm, whats next? elastic-kind of btm?

sch started. tuition ending soon after this very busy month.
was having tuition like nearly every single day.
need to earn some money for luxury wants.

i am hungry again after 2 suppers.
needa go find food.

xoxo
ilovepoopoo :)

2010-10-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

handicapped.

2010-10-08T02:31:00.000-07:00

so, i am kinda handicapped now, after the training on wednesday.
i cant contract my leg muscles so that means i cant go down the stairs properly. its either i have to rush all the way down like a roly poly lolli without a brake or jump down step by step or to limp all the way down.
i cant bend down to pick my stuffs on the floor :(

i need my roly sleepy desmond to carry me ard and run errands for me :D
i need to recover fast enough for the next round of training in sch and self stretching at home.

watch out!!i will make sure i can do a split/180 degree wall stretch soon!!!
and ya, improve my stamina
because i love cheer! :)

xoxo

JAMPACKED POW ll

2010-10-06T09:46:00.000-07:00

:( jam packed!!!

think cheer, think aces :)

i really love training alot although most of the time, i start to cry when stretching gets too unbearable. thinking of the rewards after hardship makes me feel much better :)
i love getting muscle ache the next few days, i love limping down the stairs after trainings because i know muscles are in the making.

i love being a flyer, i love completing my stunts, it gives me a great sense of accomplishment.
all the hardship is worth it.

PRESS ON!!!

xoxo

byebye kitty

2010-10-01T09:04:00.000-07:00

hello kitty fetish. i know i need to work on it. i've only got a couple more of hello kitty merchandise.

as a goofy person, i need friends who are goofier than me and it so happen that i manage to find them in my class except for one!! how wonderful is that!! haha. and being in mae, its natural for me to have more guy friends around than girls. the girls are wonderful too but they are not in my class, so we gotta meet split meet split. the good thing bout hanging out guys is that i will never skip my meals, because when 1 of the girls decided not to have food, the rest will follow suit. and for guys, when 1 starts eating, everyone will follow. haha.

today, we decided to go to hall 14 for western food!! after all the traveling and enduring (skipped lunch just for that western food), we went at the wrong time, because they were closed for break.
so we went over to hall 13 for korean food. the korean food was kinda normal. i don know whats the big fuss about or maybe because i didnt try the saba fish. BUT, i will definitely try the waffle next time round. it smells so heavenly! after all the cock talking bout food (buffets!) and army stuff (which totally left me in stitches because what junyang said was so funny), we went over to jerome's dorm to explore while he packed his stuff.
hall 13 is sucha pleasant place to live in, it is better than junyi's hall where only the toilets are acceptable. haha.

i guess, i will be becoming one of the boys.
thats mae for you.

when everything fails, think cheer :D

xoxo

JAMPACKED POW

2010-09-26T11:05:00.001-07:00

next week is gonna be so jam packed because of my tuition schedule, tutee A is having 4 lessons in 1 week, tutee B is just having a regular once a week. 2 days are dedicated to my extra commitment in school. tuesday, am heading down to holland v for steamboat buffet with lau. WHERE AM I TO FIND TIME TO REVISE OR DO TUTORIALS?? *horrors* i just need to take one day at a time and if i can get past this week, i can get past any week.

these were when we went in to universal studio to play. the last photo was when we were queuing for a 4d show in fairyland. the short movie was really good, and this is really so 3d unlike some movies where falling leaves are 3d instead of the main chars. and since it is a 4d kinda film, our chairs moved with the motion, we get sprayed with water when a 3d char sneeze. And some stuffs really dropped on our legs when 3d spiders fell down. though it was fake but when u were watching or experiencing it, you would somehow thought it is for real.

we queued bout 15-30 mins for a 52 sec ride at the Jurassic world, and a roller coaster ride at fairyland. these were the only 2 rides that we sat on, because there are really little rides ard. before we left, we sat on a mummy trail ride which was really seriously wasting ur time.
the long bottle on des's neck costed 15dollars. ohh! i think i would return back to universal studios because of the burger joint (mel's) omg, the fish burger is like really good and the chili fries is so so so so good.
thinking bout it makes me really really hungry.

if i were to pay like 70 over just to get in to universal studio to see this kind of crap, i would definitely kick a fuss. luckily, everything is free and so i have nothing to complain bout.
oh,we missed the fireworks because we watching the 4d film. haha

i think i would prefer a lazy afternoon with des, like busking in the sun at the beach or zzz-ing away at home.

xoxo

STRETCH IT LIKE NEVER BEFORE

2010-09-25T12:15:00.000-07:00

i am realllllly v. busy ard. not enough time for myself, family, poopoo (esp), friends and boyf.
in order to maximise my time, i have been staying up late every since the start of sch.
my tuts are done 1 week in advance because of extra commitments. so, i am falling sick again, puking food out with those nasty phlegm that are in my lungs.

besides stretching my time, i have been doing alot of stretching at home too, to become more flexible.

and everyday, when i go home, i realized, i din have extra time/energy to play with poopoo. i really love poo alot. i'm sure she knows that but i don wan her to think that i have abandoned her. i love her so so so much. everytime i look at her, i realized she had aged alot. i wan to spend my time with her. i wanna cuddle her and talk to her. i wanna train her and kiss her.

all the commitments, i've made are important to me at this point of my life.
standing up tall and strong like an elevator , 5678, i wont fall anymore.
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going!!!
i will be one of the 16 finalists!!!!

xoxo

aces day

2010-09-19T05:13:00.001-07:00

need
to
overcome
my
fear
of
height!!

*tumbling down*

i am scared of heights :(
don give up on me, aces.
i promise to overcome my fears, pinky promise.

xoxo

ITS 2ND YEAR!!!

2010-09-14T09:50:00.000-07:00

Sparks fly its like electricity
I might die when I forget how to breath
You get closer and theres no where in this world Id rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And that the night is the thieves
Few moments when you open my mind to things Ive never seen

Cuz when Im kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece Ive been trying to find
Falls right into place youre all that it takes
My doubts fade away when Im kissing you
When Im kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions Ive been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when Im kissing you

Past loves they never got really far
Walls of pictures Ive got in my heart
And I promise I wouldnt do this
Till I knew it was right for me
But no one no guy that I met before
Could make me feel so right and secure
And have you noticed I loose my focus
And the world around me disappears

Cuz when Im kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece Ive been trying to find
Falls right into place youre all that it takes
My doubts fade away when Im kissing you
When Im kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions Ive been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes when Im kissing you

Ive never felt nothing like this
Youre making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like its love

Cuz when Im kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece Ive been trying to find
Falls right into place youre all that it takes
My doubts fade away when Im kissing you
When Im kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions Ive been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes when Im kissing you

HAPPY 2ND YEAR TO US :))
i appreciated all that you did for me!!
i love everything bout you :)
i love your photogenic memory but still yet forget my birthdate.
i love how you think you look mature when credit card sales associate approach you, and you secretly hum-chio to yourself and than contradict yourself when they didnt walk up to you.
i love the way you squeeze my head and make me giggle non stop.
i love the way you squeeze my hand and ask me 'is it?'
i love how you teach my physics and then go crazy because my physics theory is nonsensical.
i love how you would give me random things to guess (like the purpose of your dad's navy suit) and i would give a zillion ridiculous answers which include big macs and Velcro strips which made you crack up.

thanks for everything you have given me.
my family is full of girls, so whenever my family/i run into problems, you are always so helpful smart and resourceful though you were still clumsy at times. you were able to solve everything. like the thermometer, my parents almost threw it away, my sister's photoshop question and her physics and maths, and my printer's warranty (though its still spoilt)

i guess no one would give me as much as what you had given me. though most of them had no monetary value, but they are the most priceless gifts anyone had given me.
thanks for being in my life for the past 24 months, thanks for giving in to me when i pms-ed.
thanks for trying to make me smile when i am angry/stressed/sad though they nv worked.
thanks for all the precious memories you had given me.

xoxo
with more to come~

NTU

2010-09-10T01:31:00.000-07:00

sch started and i am like a lost sheep.
needed so many guidance from my dhl friends to help me scrap through. esp, this one friend that really taught me everything that a freshmen need to know. And then i became super zai to my freshmen friends and even the year 2s, haha. they thought i am in year2 as i knew more than them. but the bad thing was, i am a direction idiot. i can get lost easily. haha. and, i am always late for lec. luckily, the starting was all welcome lecs. there was once, i alighted early from the bus and i was 2 bus stops away from my lec hall, i stupidly walked uphill 2 bus stops. like so stupid, by the time i reached the hall, i was like more than 30mins late. haha.

next week, i shld be seeing my tut grp alr!! hope and pray that they are nice ppl :))

will update this page agn soon :)

xoxo

ADOS - LA & CS

2010-08-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

I seriously had so much fun working with dhl supply chain for this past yog games.
It was the good company and management that made my work so enjoyable and interesting.
good things have ended, and i can still my yog friends all in ntu :DD

A recap of our outings - PRAWNING
before i went for prawning, i was kite flying with boyf at marina barrage, will save that for another post since i haven got the photos his dslr.

i arrived slightly later but everybody was nice enough to wait for me.
the other i went prawning with boyf, we were at reptile park. and i thought it was good, but to my surprise, bishan's is even better. the enviroment is better, the hygiene factor, the prawn quality and the free usage of bbq pits and cheapo food ard.

We were all busy prawning for dinner.

jie ren is like the suayest among us, he only managed to bait the prawns, only to let them escape whenever he tried to reel them in. like out of 10 times, 9 prawns escaped. so in the end, he caught only 1 prawn for the whole of 3 hours. Thats like the ultimate.

i was prawning, then somehow, i peered through the dark waters and saw a prawn swimming past my rod. so i was thinking, "is there no bait on the rod?" so i pulled my rod out and to my astonishment, it was damn heavy and i had to call ray who happened to there, for help. and he pulled out this 119g king prawn. like damn big and after when we bbq the king prawn, its so damn delicious!!! nothing like u ever tasted!!!

jia jun(super duper best ldr) & ray

me & yi jia

phoon!! virgin prawning experience

suay jie ren, waiting for his prawn

ray, with my monstrous prawn

siew kiang, snow white

amt of prawns we caught with 3 rods

koon yan

bbqing dinner!!

the 8 prawns sorta represented us

jie ren and his only catch of the day

it was such a interesting and well-spent evening with them. they are like a best bunch of ppl to hang out with. like all diff backgrounds/facs/ages and its just so amazing how we managed to click tgt :))
i cherish the times we had all spent tgt :))

xoxo, til the next outing :)

------------------------------------------

our last 2 shifts were morning shifts on fri and sat.
so, our team decided to go out for supper and stay over night at changi airport til the next morning(sat) and start work agn.
so apparently, crystal jade was fully booked, we decided to head over to Matthias' house and grab his dad's car and vroom to bedok for food.

have u guys ever tried bak chor mee that is wet (with soup) and has had no resemblance to the orginal bak chor mee that you have known. that bak chor mee is so unique and special, i swear nothing tastes like it and waiting time for a bowl is half an hour!!!
so in the midst, we had bbq chicken wing, which is surprisingly good as well and oyster omelet. we just keep digging for the oysters, haha.

the food made me feel so much like in heaven, seriously.
thanks to Matthias who volunteered to drive us there for late night supper at like 1am and his kind contribution of his peach vodka which we mixed with sprite and played texas poker the whole night to make ppl go red. only 1 went red in the face. the rest of us were all lucid and my texas luck was really there, man.
i guessed i pretty much had a good resistance to alcohol. they don believe that i rarely drink/social drinker and that i don club, which they all insisted i looked like i frequent those places.
after all the drinks and shots, we went to his gym, yeah, he had a workout out gym in his house, and excerise! like wth. haha
we tried to do weird poses on the gym ball but our bellies were full of drinks and food, like we could explode any moment.
FINALLY, we decided to take a nap at 6am in the morning when our work starts at 9am.
so obviously, all of us overslept like crazyyy.
haha. we still cab down to work and stuff.
hanging out with my team is so fun too, haha.
they made me addicted to vodka and now, i feel like buying a bottle and shot glass to drink at home in my own comfort.
ahhhh, me need alcohol now!!!

our next team outing will prob be eating soup restaurant's chicken
til then,

xoxo

shower me with love

2010-08-29T18:07:00.000-07:00

a few more stuffs i need, or in case if you thinking of buying me a present, i would really appreciate the following:

1. glee season 1, reason, i am a gleek.
2. only that river island bag, reason, its a must not a need.
3. really cute sanrio pens & muji pens
4. a few pieces of hair accessories from minibits
5. fcuk watch
6. printer

show some love :))

watching oprah on glee special rekindled my love for glee once again. how can anyone not watched/listened to glee. but since you watch, you cant stop!!

going down to ntu later to look for some friends there!!
sch is starting on wed for me!!
can i take it? lets see!

xoxo

2010-08-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

back from vivo, great shopping spree!! lau always regret letting me run loose in f21.
next up is my river island bag!!
HOPE I WILL BE WORKING FOR COMEX THIS WEEK!!!
will be updating agn tml.
need to go for beauty sleep nowwww

xoxo

2010-08-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

school is starting. will be heading out in a while later to bugis to get some school supplies.
THIS WEEK IS GONNA BE THE LAST FUN WEEK I WILL BE HAVING.

des is taking off on wed and we are going kite flying in the morning, at night, will be joining my ado friends to go prawning at bishan.
friday night will be the bestest night because after work, we are gg to holland v to eat buffet at crystal jade!!! xlbs!!!

better hang out while i can before school officially starts!!! :DD

xoxo

kitty lover

2010-08-15T21:59:00.001-07:00

my contact lenses holder

love shopping at changi's watsons because it is duty free.
need to get more beauty supplies!!

had macs for supper while working. after the meal, i was feeling so unwell.
i had stomache and was feeling quite nausea. was on the verge of throwing up at the counter. was jolted up from my sleep at the counter and tried not to vomit.

everyone's girlf is looking them up at changi airport. all except my boyf.
lonely eenie meenie :(( though it was kinda disheartening to see everyone so lovey dovey ard but hey, our relationship is diff.
we are super independent, something which i really like alot.
no such thang as insecurity issues.
we are super trustful of each other, we don restrict who/where/what each other hang out with.
we like to keep things low and play mysterious.

something i hope we can continue having even after uni starts ok? :)
& when are we gg kite flying??

meeting des twomowro
a feeling of ecstasy surrounds me like when he squeeze my head damn tight.
heehee *giggling like a small girl*

xoxo

why-ohh-gee

2010-08-12T21:00:00.000-07:00

omgomg!! i am 36kg now!!! muhahah. just weigh in in the morning and was really surprised to see this double digit on the scale.
and the best thing is, when i attended weishan's bday, she commented that i slim down. heehee.

because i really cannot eat much these days if not i will start feeling uncomfortable.
and ppl in group started to think i am bulimic/anorexic/anti-food and they started encouraging me to eat. zzz
haha, i am not any of the above. i am just not what i used to be anymore.

anyway, was at the padang on national day with laulau to view the parade live :DD
totally didnt take any photos because he didnt bring his camera along.
so the whole parade was kinda ok. but the fireworks!!!! i cant see it. though sitting at near top, the fireworks were not shot up directly from the padang but rather ard the padang.
i can only look at the screen glumly.

xoxo

2010-08-11T03:18:00.000-07:00

working as i am blogging now. This is the whole of the ado teams :)
super many, like 72 ppl?
am working with 5 good ppl with me :))

This is prob one of the best part time job i did.

xoxo

2010-08-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

happy birthday weishan

Isn't the photo damn nice? Like those you search on the net and keep in your computer.
This photo is like my friend who had this shot done for her 21st birthday.

Her birthday chalet was at Chevron House at jurong. Went down with friends to celebrate the happy occasion.

omgosh!! weishan is so freaking x18274929 cute!!

xoxo

bikini love

2010-08-05T22:56:00.000-07:00

credits: bikinicrazygirl.com

my recent bikini obsession is on the rise since i started going back to the beach.
bikinis are the best thing ever!!!
they are bright and pretty. they are my best friends
omfg, these are the ones i am in love with recently
and they are so cheapppp!!! like i love them all.
i love those esp in turquoise.

i am still recuperating from the damage i have done to my skin from the last visit.

xoxo

ten thousand whys

2010-08-04T09:15:00.000-07:00

I've borrowed shi wan ge wei shen mo dvds from ray and trying to chiong finish them but i get so fed up watching them.
Tml and fri 's off day!!!
starting work on sat and sun night.
CANT WAIT!!!
cant wait to sit down there and watch movies on psp and lalala my night away in the airport.
gonna buy lotsa sweets to fill a jar and share with my group and one plus' group.
gonna revamp my desk, made it super chio.
gonna love my job to bits!!!!

GONNA ATTEND WEISHAN'S 21ST ON FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
zzz, i haven got anything to wear yet.

shld i redo my nails??
made it red and white for national day and make a nail statement at the padang.
booboo, pls sponsor me and get me the river island bag.
:DD

love ya to bits, booboo :)))
counting on to the 2nd year for us!!!

xoxo

YOG KBOX!!!

2010-08-03T07:34:00.000-07:00

was out and about in ehub after we finished work in changi airport.
crazily fun!!! i wanted to sing k for my birthday, i guessed it is finally fulfilled with my yog friends!!!
it was like only 8 bucks for 3-4 hrs per pax.
i was crazily hogging the mic, getting high on ang mog songs.

i made tortilla for dinner on sunday, salad on monday and pasta salad today.
i love all these healthy food i am making for myself.
no oil and lotsa veggies and yumyum foodies!!

i am not working on national day, gonna watch the parade live at Padang with booboo :)

xoxo

37 is sex

2010-07-31T22:43:00.000-07:00

I am officially 37kg!!!
am effing happy. :)

xoxo

bulimic not

2010-07-31T19:04:00.000-07:00

pardon the very-small-eye-look, because the sun was so scorching hot.

was out in sentosa to get a tan. it had been so long since i went under the sun.
next week, des will join me and we will prolly go tanning at cafe de marl.
the strange thing is, my face is white cause i used shiseido sunscreen, and the body i used banana boat sunblock. and maybe because whenever i mask or use facial pdts, it is also like whitening and sunblock spf stuffs.

at night, went for dinner to celebrate my birthday with my family and my grandparents at novena's hong kong street family restaurant. the chicken wing there rocks like crazyyyyy.
well, after dinner, i went home and puked everything out.
my dad thinks i am bulimic now.

blah :(
i am not bulimic.

i've been eating salads and tofu every night for the past week alr. and my stomach could take it well. it was when i started eating fried food, den i start puking like merlion.
so i guess, that pretty much sums up what i will have for dinner in the near future. hence, i was actively searching for new salad recipes and low cal/fat food.
but, i still love my greens, i can eat them 24/7. i love salads and cold pasta.
iceberg lettuce, butterhead and cucumber are my new best friend!!!

xoxo

PHOTO SPAMMM

2010-07-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

rarely photospam. Out of the blue, i decided to upload some pics.

yesterday

today

long ago

xoxo

happy sickly birthday

2010-07-25T09:56:00.000-07:00

A happy sickly birthday to me, i would say. Throwing up 2 times on your birthday isnt good,
and like another 5 other times in the past week. but all these throwing up made me lost 2kg and the best part was, i would start throwing up after my meals(dinner).
The freaky part was, it felt really good. I am not anorexic. I didnt induce the vomiting, it came au naturale.

Still, i had a simple day with my boyf after working. I spent my pre-birthday, birthday and post birthday with him. It was nothing fancy nor grand.
It was still as good. :)

xoxo

WHEN LOVE IS DEAD

2010-07-25T09:22:00.000-07:00

one of my girlfriends got stuck in a sticky situation which i had experienced like 3 years back.
It was an on-off relationship. The relationship revolved ard the guy's world. She was at his beck and call. She pretended not to know that even when after countless patching, their happiness will only be short-lived, say 2-3 months or when his limit is up. Then, the whole cycle continues agn and agn and agn.

Time and again, we had seen television programmes depicting females as a sucker for r/s. Climbing back into it, begging for more from the same jerk. And, we chided the female character for her weak stand, falling back into the arms of the guy who played her out.
Now, as we take a step back and compare it with the same sticky situation, why is it that you are able to convince yourself you would not be the next victim and that you vow to immediately ditch the guy off who behaves like that when you are watching shows and yet unable to a clear stand when you are faced in the same dire situation?

Life's a irony isnt it?
She asked me for advice since she knew i had been through it all. But, to me, she needs no advice. She is capable of resolving it herself but her heart is weak and succumb to temptation with remarks like "this time, he's gonna treat me better", "we have been thru so many shit tgt, he's my mr right", "this is love".
But still, i had to give some advice to her since she asked and was waiting for it. I told her that
"The moment you feel that 1 day is equal to 1 year ,with him, its time to end it all"
The only reason to end the r/s when you are feeling dragged is due to the constant drama that revolves ard the whole r/s. Everyday is something you don look forward to. Quarrels, fighting, screaming, ignoring, mistrust, communication. All these shits are there for like the longest time that why you feel troubled, dragged.

It may be reallllllllllly difficult to get through it but hey, 1 year later, you will find the tough journey worthwhile. I have been there, done that. I KNOW!!
And pls, cut off all communication ways because human is weak. delete his no. off though you know his cell phone no. by heart, delete him away on fb, msn, blahs..

And lastly, no relationship is worth patching after its broken because if its salvageable, breaks would not even have occurred.

Yes, i have been through shit, traumatic r/s but now, when i look back, i am glad i have made the right choice in life. I've nv regretted anything. But, been through it brings about new perspectives and how i can improve or better still, never to make the same mistake i've done.

And, life gave me a soulmate, bestbud, boyf who is always with me. Never did my 1 day felt like a gillion years. Everyday is happy and sweet, just the way i like my r/s to be :)

xoxo

work as it is from a slacker's pov

2010-07-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

working is fun and easy when you know how.

we went to rws on sat to work. everything was great over there.
the big Hershey store, the oprah popcorn store, big shopping craze at vs.
omg, things are so cheap in there. i mean, affordable. i could have bought more.
and we spend most of our time taking photos with locals/tourists.

after work, went shopping at vivo. AND DA FENG SHOU!!
haha, my hands were full of shopping bags.
that was only when i finished browsing the first floor.
and looking forward to august to start shift work at the airport.
so that means i would have more time to go sentosa on a weekday to sun tan!!
one of my fav things to do on a weekday.

things are so gonna get better :)

xoxo

weekend blues

2010-07-16T07:02:00.000-07:00

having a terrible case of weekend blues now :(
why? because i have to start cosplaying and roam the streets.
we will be going to resorts world tml which would be better since everyone here is in a holiday mood unlike orchard road.

on sundays, we look forward to mondays simply because the job at yog is relatively easier.
omgesh, the yog job is the best job i ever had. good pay, good environment, good company, good jobscope, good benefits.

arent you envious??
you should be.

xoxo

HARPEE TWENTEE SECONEE

2010-07-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

happy 22nd month barley!!
23rd july will be our great escape.

xoxo

1 week

2010-07-13T07:46:00.001-07:00

1 week = 7 days = working non stop = seeing one plus and sk everyday = money rolling in

i kinda like it.
so now, weekdays = yog work
weekdays = tuition
weekends = cosplay

it also means that i have very little time to spend with my friends & lil barley.
but i think so far they have been rather supportive.

gotta split!
xoxo

asahina mikuru

2010-07-08T07:51:00.000-07:00

that will be me during the weekends in july.
i will be doing something so crazy on my birthdayyy

xoxo

DD= dear diary

2010-07-07T05:24:00.000-07:00

i have been working very hard for the past few weeks to feed my spending habit.
i have taken up several jobs, trying to work for 7 days a week because i love the smell of money.
finally, we concluded our job at chungco tech, i scanned barcodes day in day out. i am an expert in scanning things now!!
did an event job for eng wah cinema for a cooperate event, was taught how to cook popcorns, give freebies, collect 3d glasses and watch toy story for free.
last week, did a 1 day weekend job for ajisen sbw. and i swear i will nv work in f&b again.
now, i am working for yog event til august b4 sch starts. and on weekends this month, will be working for yeos. so, we will go down tml to try the costumes. i have seriously no idea what the costume will be like.
one plus and me secretly wished for a maid costume. haha. and we also fantasize bout wearing the big round barley costume.

so, it had been realllll hectic around here. but i am loving every minute of it because i am working with friendsssss. i used to dread going to work , taking mc and stuffs but i nv knew work could be so much fun whenn u have friends ard.
and the best part of working in chungco is that i've made good friends ard who are all going to/already in ntu.
like its only 6-7 girls so we are all really closely knitted tgt.
i miss those days when we made fun of a.sally, we joked all day, we bad mouth some boss there and our fav CHAI FUN!!!!!

and now, where we worked, there's a beautiful sea and sky view. i wanna borrow big barley's dslr to capture those memories.

xoxo

unhappy past

2010-06-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

this song somehow reminded me of my past relationship.
all the bad things.
how things keep going round in a cycle.how self centered he is.
how i tried to change for him,
how my life used to revolve around his,
and ended up back to square one.

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

but thats all in the past.
i got my future and present with me now. i am more than contented.
we just recently crossed the 21st mark :))

HAPPINESS IS

1. spending quality time with friends, family and boyf
2. hugging my pet
3. eating
4. sleep

this is what happiness means to me now.

xoxo

DD= dear diary

2010-06-13T06:01:00.000-07:00

finally, i got my letter from nie after 2 weeks of waiting.
And good news don travel alone. apparently, NTU wants to accept me into mechanical engineering course too.
so the past 3 days, i've been thinking and asking for opinions from various people and i have made my choice. tml i wld have to ring up ntu to inform them of my decision.

andddddd, i've started working at ayer rajah. met new friends and i really enjoyed my work there. air con, sitting...
a operation assistant = factory worker. haha.
but the people there are pretty nice and all i do is to scan barcodes and talk.

besides that, i've also started giving tuition. i enjoyed it alot. haha
the pri 5 girl has language learning disability, so gotta help her in many areas.
but seriously, i think she is just stressed out from her 4 tutors.
i am tutor no 5. haha
like soooooooooooooooooooooooooo many tutors and extra lessons. who wouldnt die?
haha
but i am glad i am teaching her becos i have an extra source of income

tml is another 14th :)
it will be the 21st month for us :)
but i will be teaching tuition that day.
we will have fun another day tgt :DD

xoxo

TWENTY-LY LOVE

2010-05-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

TWENTY-LY LOVE.
a sweet journey we had come along.
the more the merrier :) double it or triple it or infinity it.

this sweet chapter shall be continued...

ONEMONTHAGO

2010-05-13T02:56:00.002-07:00

that was 1 month back. we met for lunch before c and me went down to airport for my first day at work.
i was supposed to go daiso in the afternoon to lala my time away but since it was drizzling, i figured i would cook lunch for myself.
i made a delicious bake rice with lots of cheeeese. yumyum!!
and, a few days back, i made chawanmushi and sweet&sour pork.
it was damn successful ok,
I LOVEEEE CHAWANMUSHI TO THE MAXXXX!!!

time for another shower.
ciao

bunny monkey

2010-05-12T19:31:00.000-07:00

this photo is exactly what boredom does to people.
i need to go check out my usual netsurfing sites now

ciao.

fresh start

2010-05-12T10:05:00.000-07:00

i had been pretty much dead in my blogging scene for a while now
and so i was actually on the verge of closing down my blog or moving on to another domain.
i obviously had second thoughts about it and so, i decided to start afresh with a new blog skin.
this will keep me motivated to blog again, i hope.

this is an uncompleted skin, it needs more work soon.

a quick update on my life,

1. i quit working at the choco shoppe. i cant stand working from 5pm to 1am on weekends anymore.
i've lost so much precious time with my friends and family.

2. i tried cooking again.

3. i've spent more time with my poo since i've been rotting at home ever since i stopped working.

4. my previous laptop died on me and i have moved on to a pink vaio

5. trying to hit my target in my savings, its almost there!

i guess thats all for now. i will be back soon, i hope.

19th

2010-04-14T22:08:00.000-07:00

14th april 2010!!
it was our 19th months together since 2008.
we are counting down to 2 years, we are going to stick tgt thru thick and thin.
we added colors, fun and joy to each of our lives
we experience 19 months of his constant naggy-ness, my odd temper and poopoo's cuteness.
nothing possibly in this world could replace what we had :)
no third party can understand what we went through.
the journey was mildly bitter but largely sweet. :))

i know i haven got enough of you and so do you :)

giant 19th month love for you :))

choco roco

2010-04-04T12:03:00.000-07:00

i started work at the airport selling chocolates.
everything is good. it felt that i had been around for months since the first day because i actually remb the products, promotions and where the items are in the store room. totally no trouble at all.
today, we made chocolate dips for godiva. it was good, we had leftovers chocolates and we dipped them in the lemon sticks and yogurt sticks to munch on.
well, i still hate chocolates, it doesnt matter godiva or not.
and recently, des and me bought a band hero. we had been rocking on ever since.
good songs to hit or sing.

2 fat zits on my face. :(

ciao.

desmondivore

2010-03-31T11:10:00.001-07:00

cutest guy on earth

walking souls

2010-02-27T17:23:00.000-08:00

i woke up super early yesterday to head out to chinatown for yum cha with funny banana.
i love yum cha :)) ok, i love the dim sum buffet on weekdays actually. not the Ala carte kind on a weekend. haha.
funny banana kept himself to the plate of peanuts (usually there with the porcelain wares).
i just kept ordering more food. i guess we were to early, goodies like guan tang jiao
isnt available yet.
and i think we don have the culture of occupying the restaurant's seats when we are done eating.
like sitting there for a while to digest the food and order a few more when the trolley aunty asked if you still need anymore dim sums.
we left, we walked to clarke quay and donated money.
passed by game haven which sent banana to heaven.
but the gate was locked so he came back to earth.
walked to suntec for the ntu exhibition. something my dad keep bothering me to attend.
oh, i bought new clothes from hula and co.
having some instore sale now!!
haha

we went to bugis to buy beancurd tarts for our parents.
it took us a long time to find it :(
by the time we found it, i was breaking out in heat rashes and desmond had multiple blisters from his new shoes.
decided to call it a day and went back home to rest.
:))

the other day, i bought a new pair of specs with chua. it cost me300bucks. its definitely worth the price.
joyce came down from work to go spec-seeing with us.
the frame is 300 and the lens, was free.
because terence's mom works there and we frequent the shop alot of time since sec days plus, we went to his house to bai nian before. haha
huge discount.

joyce also had to remind me of the lala thing, which made both of us freaked out on the free ssc bus.
haha.

i wanna sing k.
or sing my band hero when i get it next week with banana.
:))

its the end of cny today.
i cant wait for work to end
i cant wait for money to roll in.
den i will be looking for other jobs.
looking for easy money this time

p/s my skin only started peeling yesterday.
which is later than the expected date.
the huge zit is gone.it just went down. like a huge zit and u don squeeze it and it went down by itself.
its amazing ok!
15th march, i will be returning to the clinic to get a chem peel. :))
LOVES :))

peeling face

2010-02-22T21:39:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOO~

its lunch time now and i've decided to come on to blogger for a while because i was neglecting this space too much.
the parkway at resort world finally obtained its license and started operations this week.
i have 2weeks (1week = 5 working days) and 2 days left in this medical clinic.
cant wait to end work and sleep in at home everyday.
then, i will start going for runs and pyssla-ing.

today, the aesthetics doc was kinda free so i had her do a spot peel on my face to remove the scars.
initially i wanted to get a chem peel. the thing is, for peels, your face will start peeling after the third day. so if i do something so intensive like that, i would not be able to come for work on friday.
so i requested for spot peel instead at the sites where scars refused to fade away.
if i am lucky, my face will not peel on friday (mirco peeling), other wise, i will be scaring patients.

and since, its an impromptu decision, my makeup is all removed and i did not bring any bb cream or foundation to cover up.
haaha.

right now, my face feels tight because of the things she applied on my face.

so, yeah. this is my first asethetics treatment and there will be more when i come back for chem peeling.
also, i am thinking if i should do a nose job. not the surgery but just dermal fillers to heighten the nose bridge. but still, it will be years down the road before i do that because i simply don have the money to do it unless the doc quote me a affordable price. :))

bb for now, work starting in 5mins.
and before u know it, 2 weeks and 1 day left!!!
wheee~

2010-02-13T06:23:00.000-08:00

army boy came over to my place yesterday in the afternoon, his dept was given half day and i took off from work.
we just lazed ard, jamming guitar heros, getting ready to play band hero cos i wanna sing and he wanna hit the drums. aha
it was a typical saturday afternoon with him but somehow, it always felt so special and interesting.
its the feeling that never fades, i guess.

coolness to the max!!
i am so going to buy a band hero and the equip soon.
army boy is having his reunion dinner with his family now,
i had reunion lunch earlier on.
he will be coming over on monday afternoon to play the guitar hero world tour that he just bought today.

scarlion smile :DDD
and big love!!
sidenote, my doc gave me 50dollar ang bao
i barely worked for her for 1 week. haha
i love docs :))

2010-02-05T00:02:00.000-08:00

i am so contented with life because

1. i took off from work (work is such a drag)
i don think i am a working kind of person.
i prefer to stay at home to cook or clean up.

2.i met up with cheryl lee today for her grocery shopping at cold storage.
we had our lunch. and i am actually glad that we had been meeting up quite frequently.
her fears of us drifting away was uncalled for. haha

3.cheryl and yiling came over to paragon to look for me during lunch break and we had fish and co.
i am having withdrawal syndromes of not having seafood platter now!! i miss it so much that i will be eating it agn tml :)
chua had the same withdrawal syndromes too. haha.

4.i cleaned my room today. its so clean and tidy :))
i love tidy rooms. i wanna buy a table mirror to put on my glass table.

5.met up with chua n cheryl agn in millenia walk (where chua was working at) to try jeans and catch up.

6. i will be meeting cass later to do shopping :))

7. shopping at raffles shopping centre first before cass's arrival

8. the long weekend ahead.

leeleelee yawen!!! don say that i am always not blogging bout our meetups or stuffs :))
blogging it down is to remind myself of the fun i had becos it might not happen again or in case i ever forget bout it.
but our friendship is something i would never forget. the silly itty bitty things u say or do whenever you are cranky, insecure or happy is always etched on my memory.
haha. i could tell u wanted to throw a new year party before u said it.
although u are always saying things becos u are insecure and stuffs, but you are always the wonderful person i know. the girl who would walk an extra mile for friends,
the girl who would always be there to listen to our woes, the girl who always gives encouragement and lots of love to everybody who knows her.
i cant wait to move in to your place and hang out with you.
i will be bringing my own pillow. just in case...
haha.

same goes to all my girlfriends in jc :))
chua who hung out with me since sec sch.
cass who i can always talk bout far east and blogshops with.
val who is always there for me to scold. (haha)
shiqi who i rarely hang out with. haha but still you are impt ok! i still kept the aunty lucy picture u drew for my bday.
although i cant meet them on a daily basis but each of you have a special corner in my heart.
and perhaps twenty years down the road, i can never forget the special feature/char each one of you owns :)))

this time, lovelovelovelovelove your :))))

2010-01-27T05:12:00.000-08:00

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
and for peace to mend this world

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness
in our hearts

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No

We can't do it on our own

So
So

(Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue)
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on
Hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No
(No)We can't do it on our own

(So)
So

If I wrote a note to God

i only knew her from the oprah show and had been addicted to her voice.
i saw her in the concert with celine dion singing because you loved me.
den i saw a small segment on hallmark of her singing note to god.
and then, i just keep re-watching on youtube whenever i had some time to be touched all over again.
her voice had this amazing power that made me emotional and totally be in the song.
like flowing tgt with her emotions in the song.
this video doesnt do alot of justice to her vocals.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4Xd435coD4
this is a better one but embedding was disallowed.

so currently, this song is on my repeat list.
the song i have in my com had her singing, hitting the last note with power vibrato.
haha
totally enjoyed every moment of it

my boyf loves rock and metal becos if guitar hero.
and i prefer contemporary r&b.
haha
opposite attracts hur.
i caught him singing, which is a very big deal because he hates to sing/perform in front of ppl. so its quite a rare sight for him to sing. ahah

so,while at it,

if i wrote a note to God, i would ask for eternal peace because i am easily agitated.
if i wrote a note to God, i would ask for happiness so that i can be contented with what i have.
if i wrote a note to God, i would ask for email address so i can cc the email to desmond so he knows what i wan on st. val day.
haha
if i wrote a note to God, i will fill it with tons of hearts for giving me so much.
(and cc to desmond as well)
actually the song kinda sum up what i wanna ask from Him.

side note, i lost 1kg!!!
big deal big deal!!! because i ate lesser than usual.
not really alot lesser cos i am still having good food on weekends with family and boyf, insisting on restaurants.
ok, it might be because i cut down on my rice intake in the noon and at night, i don fancy the food cooked by my parents, so i eat less dishes. so less dish=lesser rice.
becos it sucks to eat plain rice. and the unappetizing dishes killed my taste buds.
so, 5 days less, 2 days more = lost 1 kg
haha.

doc is treating us to sushi tei for lunch tml ^^
loves!!

2010-01-24T06:57:00.000-08:00

i got a virtual poopoo on the side bar.
i didnt resize it so pardon the awkward size.
anyway, you can feed it by clicking ard and dropping the food.
and, you can make the hamster run on the wheel by clicking the center of the wheel.
:))

my boyf came over to my place after his sleepover at his friend's place.
omg. i really love him alot :))
he came down in the morning to have breakfast with me although he didnt sleep the night before.
and continue to hang out with me til dinner time.

he came the other day as well after his chalet from pasir ris becos he knows i wan to hang out with him.
though i keep telling him to go back home to rest but he insisted on coming over.
where can you find this kind of sweet boyf?
only at cck, warren, a particular unit on the third floor.
so glad that he belongs to me. despite his working hours, he continued to shower me with a lot of love and care.
i hope he have fun with my virtual poopoo at the side when he cant be at my place to play with the actual poo.

and during last week, he was so blur that he locked his wallet in the office drawer and forgot to take it out.so he was cashless and ezlink-less, stranded at boon lay.
so i had to go down to rescue him. haha. he was really lucky becos i was on the jurong bounded train when i usually take the yishun bounded train.
had dinner tgt before heading to bookstores to hang ard for books and toys before heading home.

he is everything i wished for. he is somebody i wanna be with the rest of my life.
he is like a compass of my life, directing and navigating me through it all :)
love you baby :)

and baby, don pout when u drop the mozilla links from my laptop and didnt find your livejournal on the list. i don have to read your journal to know what you are thinking or doing. you are always there to let me know and share your life with me.
i rather have you telling me your experiences and life.
:)

2010-01-24T02:27:00.000-08:00

was invited to attend a wedding dinner at ritz carlton.

borrowed des's camera

the settingon the table. each seats was decorated like a vip seat.
there's no turn about tables, so each dish was served to us personally

the thing with the ribbon was a napkin. i cant bear to undo the ribbon.
the waiter opened it for me in the end.

the wedding gift. it is actually a steampot of m&ms with their faces and names in the hard shell
the groom is from hongkong which explains the gift.

starters premier deluxe cold dish combination
the middle portion is like a combination of fruits, mayo and scallop which in most restaurants are served with prawns.

double boiled sharks fin.

deep fried groupa fillet with seasonal veggies.
my fav asparagus

braised 8 head abalone. it really tasted super delicious

deep fried boneless duck yam with fried rice.
the fried duck thing has a layer of fried yam on top of it.
coolness

honey jelly with sea coconut, brasil seeds and strawberries

the wedding was unique becos during the second entrance of the groom and the bride, they sang a duet.
the bride played the piano as a tribute to her mom,
they hired a pianist and filled the ballroom with melodious piano tunes.
the bride's dad had a funny speech which comprises of his art work.
the bride's sister drew a picture for every table and a lucky winner from which table wins the drawing back.

2010-01-12T02:35:00.000-08:00

my boyf got enlisted into ns :))
we spent his last day of freedom doing something fun,
something like swimming at jurong east swimming complex.
the one complete with wave pool and slides.
it was so much fun!!!
we are so lazy that we just slept on the giant floats as it floats ard the pool and we got super sunburnt. red like lobsterd. pain like injections
we never got tired of playing although it was only like 3-4 pools for us to play in.

after swimming, we went to jp for dinner at soup restaurant. took him there to let him try the samsui chicken. how can one not try the samsui chicken at soup restaurant before!!! its a sin!
and of course, being a soup lover, bought him there to let him drink his soup.
i was so hungry that i ate 2 bowls of rice. o.o
kua kua

was shopping ard and sportslink was having SALES. so we went to in to buy apparels.
sasa-ed and bought many many many masks and beauty products.
haha. he threw all the masks into my sasa shopping basket because it was dirt cheap.
:)))
had really enjoyed my time with him :DDDD

and, work's tired.
byebye :))

2010-01-09T04:48:00.000-08:00

dig maple!!! \m/
it was taken during the christmas period with our Aran chars.

given by the paragon management to the clinic tenants in the medical tower

heading out tml to spend my last day with des before he gets enrolled into army on monday morning.

omg, i can differentiate between qiu lian and non qiu lian bian mian
seems like my life revolves round food

before i ramble on, i wish i could have more money :(

ok, ciao. off to drink my yakult :))

2010-01-02T21:10:00.000-08:00

i love the holidays!!
like i didnt have to work and it felt like extra long break.
am looking forward to feb for another holiday
and then march!!! i will be off from work.
i will be mapling every day every night. haha

i spent new year eve with my grand's and i love them alot alot alot.
and i was so tired from work, i didnt manage to wait for 12mid night to come. i just zzz away
at 10pm or something.
on new year day, i spent the afternoon with desmond. we made a trip to lao pa sat to eat wendy's
o.o
haha. i ate half pound burger. i think the beef burger at wen's is better than bk's or carls'
but the rest of the stuff there is mediocre.
either here nor there.
jurong point is opening a second branch and to think we went all the way to lao pa sat.
haha.
had dinner with my grands' again at bottle tree village.
its good food there. haha

yesterday, went to des place to chill. haha. he just came back from jet's place after staying over the night before, playing xbox with the guys.
haha. he was so blur and cute.
packed a tupperware of hot soup for him becos he loves soup. haha.
wanted to perk him up.
we were so tired we just fall asleep and woke up only at night for dinner. haha

kk, no time. got to go.
update later

2009-12-24T21:43:00.000-08:00

poo in the hotel room with me

2009-12-20T03:38:00.000-08:00

you have no idea how madly in love i am with my job.
i just dislike the fact that i have to stand and not permanently be sat.
but still, whenever the clinic is empty, i will be surfing the net, smsing, stoning in the air or doodle with a pen and paper to design some rings or jeweleries.

i get to eye-spa becos many sia cabin crews, stewards and pilots. :)))

well, job aside now.

---

moving on to chua's sister wedding with my tuition teacher on sat.
i woke up late despite the fact that i set my alarm at 7am ( i am supposed to go to my boyf' place to borrow his cam and laze ard ) and he called me and disrupted my dream bout snow white.
i was talking in gibberish and went to sleep to continue the dream.
woke up much later (than i expected), talked to boyf on the phone for too long and was running late for the wedding lunch that was starting at 1pm.
ran down 6 floors in heels becos the lift wasnt working, dashed to the train station to catch the 1min train to cck. met him, took his cam and rushed off to the interchange to bus down to orchard.
i arrived much earlier than xi and joyce lor.
haha.

only the girls are doing the twist. guys are too mature for this. haha.
notice how xianjun looked so different. lol, clover's director had to save him. haha

mindy has had shaky hands

yiling does it better

but joyce had it the best

the solemnization ceremony was to be held by the pool side. too bad it was raining that day and it was shifted to indoors.

paul!!! this is joyce!!! mike's owner. haha

check out xi at the back.
haha.

we are the few gin nas ard. the rest are like 30plus uncles and aunties.
everytime they open their mouth, its always bout rising prices of flats, whatever banks, whatever loans, comparing companies.
i mean like, mon-fri you are already working, talking bout such stuffs. weekend also need to talk bout this kinda things meh?
really no life eh. haha
only like the gin nas, we are always giggling and laughing and doing stupid things. haha
it feels so good to be young.

the rest are all my self taken shots. haha
show ya one

ehh, fatter le hor. even chua's mom said i am not so thin now. o.o

had alot of food, the chicken wings were fabbbb.
had alot of rounds of food. heehee

after the ceremony, went over to des' place to help him pack his room. its still in a mess now becos we only cleaned one section of the room and only that section is the cleanest ard.

okok,
i also show your one of desmond's dad photo.it was taken when we went to the da vinci exhibition

bye world